Its been long since I shared my many selves on paper. I have been traveling with friends, family and alone here and there. It has been a self revelation and observation times.
I recognized many ways and different façade and perceptions we blanket ourselves with due to social conditioning and personal choices we make. I realized how easily we lie when it suits us and how conveniently we label others as not so good or bad if the interests differ from ours.
Even though the universal laws reign high over any religion yet the regional identity rules supreme. The law of the land which decides the right and the ones left behind.
We all sin; we all sin within our confined boundaries and under the defined parameters of known limitations. Being unaware of this sin may be forgiven in the house of the lord but what about the known, committed, regulated and persistent sins. It may stem out of frustrations of being succumbed to the circumstances or just a pure habit. May be out of an ego game, can be possible when pride and prejudice overtake our soft self or just a simple muscle memory – the one you have forgotten to erase from your past.
The Sin in the thought is powerful enough to create a holocaust. It is the etc…. ending any sentence begins the next constructive or destructive sentence. The words unsaid and the words unheard may ignite the spark that follows us to sin.
I sin!
When I feel weak and curse, when I bloat with ego and hurt others, when I remain quiet out of fear, when I glorify my lie for others. I sin when I divide people calling it management games. I sin being jealous, creating fear, justifying anger, displaying pride, indifferently neglecting, hatching conspiracy, controlling and ignoring, avoiding without understanding with awareness.
Yes, I sinned differently from others to fill the etc…. spaces.
‘26 alphabets 10 numbers and 37 special characters. Yet Backspace always had more stories.’
